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Some days it’s harder to life my chin up Count my blessings and give thanks Stay strong and say, “I’m good, I have faith” with full confidence God I need that today Tomorrow, I’ll be ok Today, I need a bit more courage

Olive oil or mascarpone or Brie cheese with fig jam

Where we were planning something warm to make Together. And maybe they didnt have milk that day Or they finally restocked the tteokbokki we were looking for And plans might change or Recipes might be tweaked But regardless of it all We are still happy cause What matters in the end is that we are…

Experimenting with simpler lines

I want to draw with less lines and more defined decisions but it will need more practice T.T

if “I believe you” came before “I can help you” I think I may have received it better

I’m trying to write at least one line and draw at least one person per day starting now

10 things that make me feel really loved: 1. When they ask me about my grandma 2. When they appreciate my art, especially pieces closest to my heart 3. When they get excited about something I’m passionate about 4. When giving isn’t a mere transaction but an act of mutual love 5. When we laugh…

but I never want to be afraid of being the one who loves the most in the room. and maybe there are also people who will feel entitled to that love who will take advantage because they always want more more more but still. I will not be afraid there is no fear in love…

and we don’t have to explain to each other

It’s easy to feel as though years spent investing, refining, loving something was a waste if it amounted into nothing. Maybe it’s a sport, a profession, a friendship, a romantic relationship. Whatever it is, it feels as though if it did not amount to what you thought it would, it was a waste of time.…

Your love is Calling me out of breath To wish me luck on my day while you’re running to your presentation

As though I’m not ready to feel it It’s happening And I’m avoiding it But I’m also so aware of it’s presence. I wish I could be lovely and say Things happen as they do Let me go with the flow But instead I grapple and I fight Because that is also how I love

I want to work on not being afraid of good things happening – I tend towards self sabotage as a form of self defense when things start to go well… and that sets me up for future failure. So instead, I want to give gratitude for that which deserves, not spiral when I mistakes happen,…

It’s like If I’m gonna be your scapegoat At least feed me the good grass

I will write them for myself And I will share it So those who want to hear will hear And those who do not, will not

You haunt me everywhere Everywhere I look you are there What’s worse is that when I think I have finally rid of you You fucking find your way back, always Your ghost is more selfish than your flesh How can you keep disproving your love even now Im tired

I always want to remove myself from situations Like if I’d rather remove myself than to fight for a spot What does that say about me Who’s love language is quality time

When we are young We think we know what “rest of my life” means “Im going to remember this for the rest of my life” “Im going to love this for the rest of my life” “I want to do this for the rest of my life” But as I get older I realize I…

By all my unsaid stories I used to hold onto them because I didn’t want to burden anyone But now they feel heavy on my chest Now I wanna scream but no sound comes out Now I just feel more alone than ever

Sometimes the tears are in front of me Sometimes they are behind But the worst is when they are just sitting deep in my chest A ocean with a steady ebb and flow Not strong enough to crash Not gentle enough to go unnoticed

— you were only hydrating before you spoke louder.

You are allowed to feel safe. To feel safe showing not only the good sides of you- that’s too easy- but the raw, messy side of you too. To know that they won’t try to stomp on you when you’re blooming, and won’t take advantage of you when your guard is down. And you get…

It was a forbidden encounter. I wasn’t supposed to be taking care of your wing anyway, but no one was paying attention to you, no visitors. “Oh don’t even try, she had a stroke so she can’t talk,” but I knew, I just knew, you still had so much life to live. So I’d scarf…

You should too Take up space

“You can love someone and still say goodbye” – Oprah Winfrey

When you fill more space with gratitude

People from my past have been reaching out. To reconnect, to apologize, to ask questions. I had a dream last night though. That of all the people who have been trying to reach me, I wish you’d try. I just wish you’d try so that I can pick up, and before you say anything I’d…

“Humility isn’t thinking of yourself as less, but thinking of yourself less.” – C.S. Lewis

I’m here full on laughing out loud at a person with a username “humble guy” who’s been trying to pop this beast of a pimple for the past year and 72K+ people are cheering him on like, this is so wholesome and also you need to see a doctor my dude

I refuse to allow you to make me step out of my character” – Unpack n’ bounceback

Creep – Radiohead So fuckin’ specialI wish I was special But I’m a creepI’m a weirdoWhat the hell am I doin’ here?I don’t belong here CHILLS BRO